The raw truth is that I’m not consistently me.
Sometimes I like people, and then I don’t. There are people I get happy to see calling or messaging me. Yet there are others that cause me to groan when I see their name pop up.
I’ll get extremely happy to see some people happy and making monumental life achievements. Then I’ll get jealous and wish others would fail or not be as successful as they are or can be.
There are days where I feel extremely confident and know without a shadow of a doubt that I can achieve my goals. The sun goes down and suddenly it’s opposite day. On those days, I feel like I’m stuck between a rock and a hard place, right in the middle of an iron box.
I’m not always me. But I’m pretty sure that it’s normal. You may have mixed emotions but it’s normal.