180 Days of Boasting about God – Day 159

After a long weekend on the mission field… I should be happy but I’m not.

I’m tired. I’m tired of trying but it’s never enough.

I’m tired of being all things to all men and being disrespected.

I really just want to be the me who doesn’t talk to people and doesn’t make friends.

Pray for me. Please.

I’m going to have a talk with Daddy. He’ll know what to do and say to give me the right perspective. While I want to embrace my desire, I’d prefer to be who God wants me to be.

On that note, go to God for his perspective whenever you’re feeling sad. He knows the end from the beginning.